Day Three

Hiya! Day two was a little bit more difficult but still a breeze. :) I'm talking to God every day now too. I just love waking up and reading my devotionals and seeing a little bit more of God in my life every day.

Now on day three I just wish all the weight was gone. I'm really sick of being fat. But surgeries and other quick fixes always leave a lot of skin and who wants to look like they're melting? I will just have to deal with waiting. :)

I have tried many diets before, more than a lot of people my age, starting very young, but so far none have worked and I have gained back all plus a little of the weight. But what I have never tried was working on my relationship with God while losing weight. I realized that I just can't do something this hard without God's help. I think the temptation of eating will always be a big thing in my life but with God's help I think I can overcome any obstacles in my way :)

List of things that are motivating me to lose weight:  

• I don't want diabetes
• I want to be able to play around with my baby sister
• I want to look beautiful for my senior prom
• I want to ride roller coasters
• I want to wear a bikini for the first time
• I want to be healthy and active
• I want to wear cute clothes
• I want to get a leading lady role in a musical
• I want to be alive for as long as I can
• I want a boyfriend (reallllllllllllllllly badly)
• I want my first kiss
• I want confidence in myself
• I want to be able to borrow clothes from people
• I just don't want to be the fat girl anymore.

I know a lot on that list is superficial but I'm a teenager and I think about those things a lot and I care about them. Its just what teenagers do :)

So uhhhhhhhh God bless!

Love,
Leah