Well day three was a bit harder because we ordered pizza for dinner. I restricted myself to one piece though :) I can't remember the last time I only had one piece of pizza! Its going to be hard this weekend with my sister getting married :) I know it's bad timing starting my diet before a wedding because of all that food but I know that with God's help I will be able to limit myself even if I can't completely cut off this food :)
I am really excited for this school year! If I lose an average of 3 lbs a week until school that would be 24 whole lbs lost!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! School shopping has always been an emotional type thing for me because It's always like a wake up call. "Hey your clothes don't fit anymore! You have to get a few sizes up! You're getting to big for even the plus sizes at Debs!" I hear that in my head and I always get teary and grumpy. But this year will be different because my size will have gone down.
I wish there were beginner dancing classes for people my age because I have always wanted to dance and it would keep me active. Dancers are always so beautiful and graceful and that is what I wanted to be as a little girl (if you don't count the time I spent wanting to be a princess or a mermaid). I dreamed of gliding across a stage in a tutu and leotard. But for now I will just have to watch youtube videos on dancing.
I pray each day that God will give me the strength to keep going so I can be healthy and inspire people to know that they are worth the effort it takes to lose weight. I have trouble feeling worth but I know that I am worth it to God and I know that I am worth it to my family and I think that realizing that has shown me a little bit of worth in my eyes too!
I AM WORTH IT! I AM WORTH IT! I AM WORTH IT!
You are too :)
God bless!
Love,
Leah
did you give up because you are too busy eating?
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